Well, not always. Sometimes my laziness creates extreme efficiency and I get a ton done so that I can be as lazy as possible later. But right now, I'm failing because I don't plan ahead and I'm lazy.
Today Margot and I went to the Hanover Tomato Festival. I was planning in sharing something to eat with Margot while we were there and then chugging water.
That reminds me...
Ok, I'm back. I haven't had anything to drink in hours. Lazy.
Anyway, I didn't think ahead to the fact that instead of spending money, I could bring our own food, nor did I think ahead that fair vendors are not going to take plastic and that a small local fair won't rent an ATM machine. So what ended up happening is that Margot had some snacks from a churchy group and my sugar got low. Also, since I had spent the morning chugging water, I had to pee, but there was no way to do so. Port-o-potties are not exactly toddler friendly. In the end, we walked around and looked at stuff, I got this awesome sign:
and we left. When we left, I was anxious to find somewhere we could eat and use the bathroom. Pole Green Rd, which turns into Meadowbridge Rd has NOTHING on it. We finally hit a McDonald's at Laburnum. It was gross. I ate more than the whole day's worth of calories in one sitting, but I couldn't make myself stop until I stopped shaking from the
low blood sugar. ALL of these problems
could have been avoided if I had just planned ahead.
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| 1785 calories in one sitting. No wonder... |
I’ve also been failing at forcing Jesse to eat well. We ate out twice yesterday and it was
because: 1.) I hate cooking. 2.) Jesse
didn’t feel like cooking. 3.) I wanted to give Jesse what he wanted. So yesterday I solicited a promise to go for a walk after dinner tonight but with the weather like it is, I doubt that will happen. I just feel defeated. I broke through 200, only to jump right back up when I hadn't been yo-yo-ing at all. Every single week I was consistently losing weight.
What's wrong with me?
Why won't I let myself succeed?
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