During the weight loss competition, I lost 26lbs officially. That was 12 weeks. Since then, I've lost only 3 lbs. Really? Come on, self! I'm not sure why I hit the brakes, but I'm going to be moderating this next competition, so hopefully I'll be able to kick some butt again this fall.
I'm in a super weird place right now. I'm a very optimistic person. I had complete faith that I'd have a job by now. I was POSITIVE it would be in a school. Not only am I not in a school, I'm nowhere. I joke that this fall I'll be running my hustle by subbing, working at Sycamore Rouge and teaching with Drama Kids, but it's hard to work so hard when I could be chillin' on unemployment. The whole thing is a trap.
During an interview this week, the woman I was interviewing with turned out to be the grandmother of one of my favorite students. She asked me why I left, because it was clear that I loved it. It was the first time anyone told me that it was clear that I loved anything. The problem right now is that I can't find a teaching job-- anywhere. I've tried. I applied for every opening, then emailed every principal in the surrounding counties to let them know that I'm available. Nothin. So... I applied to grad school and I'm looking at a Masters in Special Education. I'm really into it and now it's just a waiting game. When does one stop waiting and start just living?
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